These Eyes..

I decided before you choked,
That I would make you every night for the rest of my days on earth.
The butt of a joke.
Our mockery and parodies never ceasing.
Constantly reminding, of how pathetic and easily defused you truly are.
Little wretch.
Quite the twisted bitch.
What makes your psycho brain tick?
I’ve delved deep inside your psychosis.
And all I can find are little tricks.
Raging on as you lack the attention you need, what you seek.
Now deep inside I see a hurt child.
A warped little troll spewing her bitterness all vinegar and bile.
You’re so special right?
If so why are you wanting to cry tonight?
I would like to make it perfectly clear.
Your pain sustains me.
It’s my mission in life to enjoy every bit every drop of your agony.
I hope to see you writhe,
While you conflict and connect with your rage.
To pretend you’re so complete and filled with courage!
Everything’s fine..
That’s right, you’re ok.
Fade into the night to awaken another miserable day!
I’ll be there, your little haunting shadow.
Reminding you of the relationship you’ll never know.
I’m the fucking itch inside your scars rapping at your heart’s window.
By all means, seek me out and find what you need, that dim glow.
What’s truly inside your broken soul.
I see a skeleton swinging from the gallows.
Seems like someone died, a long long time ago.
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Come along,
I want to sing you a song.
Come wither,come writhe,
in this cell we can die.
Together,as I fuck you dry.
Upon my shoulder you can cry!Upon my shoulder you can bite!
Upon me you can bleed!Upon me you can feast.
Upon me you can rest!
I'll be your love!I'll be your lie!
I’ll be your demise!I’ll be your compromise!
I’ll be your pleasure tied!I’ll be your emotions that died!
I’ll be the release you crave!I’ll be the moment of rage.
I’ll rip those gates!I’ll be FATE.
Around the corner we go,
hiding from everyone we know,
into the shadows of this empire,
behind the walls of the prison!
Come unto me and play the role of slave,
as I am the new master of deceit,
your sire.
I’ll play dumb until you cum!
You’ll pretend to love me until I bleed!
I’ll say anything you want to hear,
I’ll do it all until you start to tear,
I’ll do it all because I want something,
I’ll tell you there’s nothing to fear,
You’ll just lie again and say you care!
I’ll be your living nightmare!
Because this is fair.
you would do it to me if you had the chance.
I fucking know how your kind works.
I’m not another victim.
You are.I’m not your prey.
Your mine.
I’m not going to fall at your feet.
But you in the end of all things to come.
Will face defeat.Then you shall see my resolve.
Is hard as cement!
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What you want from me, blood from stone.
What I give to you, a part of the unknown.
Pull through the black cascade and let it be shown.
My love, my soul, shining in the night of our dismal plight.
Allow me to introduce, my monster’s muse.
The things I have, the truth, I must show you.
These beautiful horrible feelings I harbor inside, all showing through.
I cut the string, puppet no longer.
Beast of burden, inside forever.
I’ve learned to live with the curse of my every endeavor.
Come, kill me if you must.
I am parasite, part of you til the end, til ash and dust.
I compare you to angel, demoness.
You’re all that I feel all I need, all my love, all my lust.
Every vein I have, feeding your pain.
What must I do to severe the drain?
To keep you from yourself and hold you deep within a clouded estate.
Keep you without fear, hold you with my sword my dear.
I want for you to be safe.
You and all we ever had, all inside here.
Do not break, do not shiver.
I have a target for you, but I shall keep you within quiver.
Holding you for a rainy day,
the armor I place over your breast, to protect you from my demon.
That which is inside my rusted battered hell of a soul locked up tight, out of sight.
For it's a lack of logic and reason.
The monster within with which I must deal, like the hand I was dealt.
Tainted and full of tumult.
I wish for you to never see, the damage done by death's brush.
Art though it may be.
Keeps me trapped within the hourglass of rust.
The sands of time, grain by grain falling inch by inch until I float away with one strong gust.
How I must, keep the weapons at bay.
The door of the beast locked tight, the horror inside locked away.
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It was inevitable you see.
For this country to go into disarray.
Our once proud flag said, don't tread on me.
The hatred for oppression, this country once beheld.
high with its pride, we swore.
We would never fail.
Now today, in this day and age, in a sick superficial society.
We are the oppression.
Alas, how the past comes to bite you on the ass.
Alas, there is no place for the freedom seekers to flee this time around.
The only hope would be a revolution, so it appears.
But if that did happen.
They would kill us all, even our peers.
We would be called terrorist and made out as the enemy.
Not individuals sick of unfair society.
They would vilify us.
Drop the bomb on us.
Bend our will, and fuck us.
One great hypocrisy.
Fucking with us all day to day, yes, even you, and me.
Pushing and pulling us in so many different directions, we don't know.
What it is we see.
They fill the media with malcontent.
They defile our rights, and label us useless unless dead.
We're worth more killing then surviving.
Our state of progression is desolation.
Mass consumption, and malpractice.
Foolish destruction.
Equivalence for taking is giving, and giving is taking, creating, yes, is, raping.
Seems like everyone but me has missed out on daily happenings.
Centuries, of malice, and greed.
Our pockets have become the politics feed.
Their souls have a price.
And they wish to label ours, just alike.
If they can profit from our pain, and poverty.
They will, you'll see it happen, without fail.
That's the truth, in this selfish society.
This is, no lie, I tell.
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These eyes defy me.
These eyes deny me.
Of all things to be.

Greatness in on the brink,
hold your tongue do not blink.
Hit hard and run fast.
Its time to play the game,
don’t you dare forget your name,
remember the past!

These eyes watch carefully.
these eyes observe the insanity.
These eyes know me.
These eyes show what is to be.

Violence in a blink,
hammer laid back,
trigger shocked.
A body is bleeding,
the war is on.

These eyes see the blood.
these eyes hold the essence.
This is where it must be proven,
all things happen for a reason,
create the plan to purify.
All of that which they try to deny.

These eyes spot the lies,
these eyes see what they attempt to hide,
these eyes see beyond the flesh deep inside
Nothing left to lose,
everything to gain,
head first rush into pain.....